Day 5

“Life is a test and a trust.”
Purpose Driven Life
Point to Ponder: Day 5

Do I live my life according to these metaphors?

Not really. In fact I don’t know how I live my life. Thinking about it I probably live more like life is a vacation, laidback, relaxed, finding out what I want to do in the moment. From time to time, I will ask myself what my overall life goals should be but I never stick with them.

Today I have an overwhelming desire to be an actor. I looked up agencies in Atlanta. I even went to one but I did not go in. I change what I want to do every week, everyday. I live on impulse. I move from one impulse to the next.

If life is a test I just might be failing it.

Although, I don’t really believe that. Not really. I am so confidant in who I am as a person that I can’t believe I could fail. I can’t fail because the only goal I have is to just be me.

When the illusion that I have constructed falls to pieces…

What will happen then?